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taste_is_sweet) wrote2012-12-17 01:36 pm
taste_is_sweet) wrote2012-12-17 01:36 pm
No boundaries; no brakes
Yeah, I was mostly fine the whole weekend after learning about the school shooting on Friday, but today it seems I can't stop seeing things about it and I keep crying. Maybe because Jav's in school. I keep putting myself in the place of all those parents who lost their precious little boy or girl on Friday. And all those kids who were only five and six and who died frightened and wanting their mommies and daddies.
Obviously, I shouldn't do that. It's not doing me any good and it's not like it helps anyone, least of all me. But I can't not. I don't have very strong boundaries at the best of times and things like this tend to throw me. A lot.
I'll probably be fine tomorrow. But maybe I'll get my kid early today.
Obviously, I shouldn't do that. It's not doing me any good and it's not like it helps anyone, least of all me. But I can't not. I don't have very strong boundaries at the best of times and things like this tend to throw me. A lot.
I'll probably be fine tomorrow. But maybe I'll get my kid early today.